Yesterday and today mark the 4th Anniversary of Isaac and Luke's passing. I have thought about it all month and only have broke down once (on my birthday). I can't believe I have gotten through these past two days without breaking down or losing my cool. I have been busy though with my other blessings from God.
Don't get me wrong, I have thought about Isaac and Luke...a lot...these past two days. We visited the cemetery today after doing some shopping in GR. I find, though, that as each year passes it becomes less of a day of mourning and more a day of celebration. I have thought about these past two days as a kind of rejoicing, knowing that Isaac and Luke are in the best place...EVER! A place of no pain, no sickness, no fear, no sorrow. A place that is eternal life. How can I not rejoice that I have two children that send me joy from Heaven...daily! So these past two days have not been sad, but rather joyful. Knowing that some day I will see them and rejoice with them.
Until then, I will live out God's purpose for me here. I will continue to raise a family that brings me joy on earth...daily!
Sometimes it feels like yesterday....
Sometimes it feels like forever....
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